Deal With My Pain
from Years Of The Serpent by Faderhead
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lyrics
I had a ghost-shaped soul
I did not know myself
Lived in this massive black hole
A place I knew too well
Place I knew too well
I made a deal with my pain
The hurt
The wrong
Unknown
The soul
That's deep will drift away
I made a deal with my pain
I looked into this world
And looked for someone else
Ended up in the dirt
A place I knew too well
Place I knew too well
And I convinced myself
That it's okay
I convinced myself
I did not know myself
Lived in this massive black hole
A place I knew too well
Place I knew too well
I made a deal with my pain
The hurt
The wrong
Unknown
The soul
That's deep will drift away
I made a deal with my pain
I looked into this world
And looked for someone else
Ended up in the dirt
A place I knew too well
Place I knew too well
And I convinced myself
That it's okay
I convinced myself
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from Years Of The Serpent,
released December 27, 2021
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